Once again, it’s been a while.

Only one month left now until the baby is born. Right now the wait seems the longest.

Only one month since my mom passed away. I’m thinking about it more now than I did before. I’m not sure why. It has always taken me longer than most people to process things. The numbness is gone, now I just feel this sense of emptiness and melancholy. I feel as if no one cares about me but I know that is not true.

Once again, my life is filled with uncertainty and change. It can be so overwhelming at times. I have a few days off to finish cleaning out my parents house so my daughter and her husband can get the house ready to move in. Then the precious little baby will arrive. It’s what I’m hanging on to right now.