This morning I paced the floor. I felt anxious and stressed. Only 8 1/2 months to go. But who’s counting?
He overslept. Things were going so well the whole two days since school started, until today that is. He left at the time he should’ve been at school which is problematic since we moved further away. He had over a half an hour drive before picking up two friends on the way.
My son will be the death of me. If I disappear from the bloggosphere someday, you’ll know why.
Being late stresses me out. But since I am not one to be late, I am stressed out vicariously through my kids.
It put me in a really negative and anxious mood. I know I shouldn’t let my kid’s tardiness affect my day. But it is hard to just let it go sometimes.
Then I opened up Facebook this morning and saw a memory from a race I ran several years back with Lisa and her teen daughter that recently passed away in a car accident. We all placed in the small town race and were showing off our medals. Lisa’s daughter won’t be going to school today. She won’t be graduating, going to college, having a family…any of that. Maybe if she overslept she would still be alive, instead of falling asleep behind the wheel.
It really puts things into perspective.
Will my son’s tardiness be something that I will think about next year? It is incredibly frustrating today. Sometimes I need the little reminders to be thankful for the days we have together. I only have a few months left with him under my roof.
I’m trying to let go and not let his mistakes ruin my day.