I have been here over a year and never deleted a post before.
Yesterday was the first time.
I wanted to delete my blog, delete my existence in this sphere with a touch of a button.
How easy would that be?
Sometimes the truth sets you free.
And sometimes it keeps you up at night, gnawing at your insides and eating away at your soul.
Again, I feel trapped. I long to go away and never come back. Leave the stress behind. Start a new chapter in the last half of my book.
Maybe it is starting to finally sink in that my daughter left home.
I just can’t help feeling terribly alone.
Maybe I need a vacation??