I am finally feeling like I am making progress on my self-improvement project.
I was able to get out on the sailboat for the first time this season.
Things went better than I expected taking care of my autistic brother Matt. He adapted to our family well. More on this later.
Taking care of my brother allowed my mom to get away with her sisters for a few days. It felt good to be able to give her a break. She decided she didn’t want to let fear control her life.
I’m grateful our best friends had a really good experience with the foreign exchange student our daughter talked them into hosting. It was sad to say farewell to him over the weekend, but I’m grateful for the experience they had and we have had with our foreign exchange students. They are all awesome which says a lot since I’ve heard quite a few horror stories.
I’m grateful that Paul’s new business is doing better than he thought it would.
I’m grateful that for the first time I had a good experience singing in church. It has been difficult at times singing about the love I feel or the trust I have in God when I am struggling with that. Not only that, but I was able to sing relatively anxiety free. There were times that family issues made me feel panic or the thought of having to run to the bathroom in the middle of the service was terrifying.
I’m grateful to have a clean house today.
I’m grateful for the times I feel like everything is normal. That’s saying a lot because the last few months have been far from normal in so many ways.